crossroads
i have a pocket full of cash and a dead end job awaiting me tommorrow
if i go in
rent is paid thru march
i have a full paycheck coming in on thursday
about a grand in cash in my pocket
and no desire to work for an asshole anymore
so heres the deal
i will play in this little poker tournament tonight
if i win it
i will quit my job
if i lose
ill go back and eat a little shit
they do pay benefits
and thats important is what people say
fuck
i cant see me eating any shit
i figure i have a month or so before money gets too tight
thats plenty of time for a motivated man to find a job
i could just go by work tommorrow to make sure my side of the story is heard
13.75 an hour times eight
104 a day pretax
about 80 after taxes
so if i dont show wheres the 80 bucks come from?
i could go to atlantic city tomorrow and apply at the casinos
and hope to hook up before the end of the month
i will trust the universe
if the universe wants me to quit my job i should win this poker tournament tonight
if not, ill go collect some cash from the asshole place
if i wake up with a positive attitude
if i wake up with no self esteem
if i wake up with nothing better to do
the goal, then, is to come up with something better to do with my time tomorrow than go collect 80 bucks from some jerkoff
tick tock tick tock