crazy energy surging thru me these days
i burn it all up and havent slept better
except when i sit bolt upright in bed at 2 0r 4 and have to write shit down

i may be onto something
the manic phase is lasting alot longer than it has in the past
usually these energy spurts only last a few hours
when i have everything sorted
visions of a master plan
then they peter out a day or three later

i know theres a crusher around the corner, but hell
they are fun too
a different kind of fun
definitely an aquired taste

i am starting to feel connected again after years of disconnected apathetic blah
a plan is coming together
its nice to have a blueprint again
all i gotta do now is get it out there and make it do whatever its gonna do