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Friday, September 18, 2009

living the dream
i dont really have a boss
i have 3 semi-bosses
i have loads of free time
using that free time as i see fit
usually doing absitively nothing
which really works for me because

as dennis waitley says

"procastianation is the fear of success.
people procastinate because they are afraid of the success that they know will happen
if they move ahead now.
Because success is heavy, carries a responsibility with it,
it is much easier to procastinate and live on the
"someday i'll" philosophy."

as the beatles say "lord your gonna carry that weight", hell no

yeah
my blog is now getting "quoty"

so
living the dream
is living in the future
living the life of sloth and emptiness
of no dreams on the horizon
how would life be different if i won a ton of cash playing cards some day
id still be dune nada
dune nada
yeah
where do aspirations come from
aspiration is natural
breathe in
breathe out
and even that was problematic for years
id keep myself awake half the night
hoping i didnt forget how to breathe
not trusting that it was autonomic
so ive been screwy for years
skeptical
im skepical of what difference having health insurance would make
i never go to the doctor anyway
so why would it matter if i am in a plan or not?
if bad shit happens i can wait in the emergency room with the undocumented aliens
they cannot deny me care
the shit that should be corrected is all dietaty and lifestyle choices
im slowly making progress there
im avoiding transfat and meat
i no longer eat like a roman emporer at the buffet
my tuxedo pants arent as tight as they were in the spring
i went to rugby and ran
i bike places

living the dream
being in charge
instead of having the man require 40 hours of my life
half my waking hours
ill give half my waking hours to a job thats fun
to a job that feels right
ive had too many of the other kind
so i learn to be a vicious poker player in my free time
im almost there
and i can see myself working to build up a bankroll with which to gamble
thats working towards a goal
working for a reason
i can find enough money laying around with my three semi jobs to keep the wolves away
and its fun to go to work when you dont have to do it all the time
i could find another part time job if i need to
but
i survived the lean no cash summer
im harvesting cash now for the no cash winter to come
and harvesting again in the spring and early summer

living the dream
im my boss

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

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