as if its not enough that i have a real job with real possibilities
i have met a real woman with real possibilities
a woman that may entice me out of my cave
the warm comfortable cave that i have hidden in for the last decade or less
a woman i could go goofy for
a woman to complement the man
that I AM AGAIN
that i may be the secret ingredient that someone needs for REAL FUN
or im tripping again
and thats okay
i will always trip and imagine
and hope and when i stop doing that please kill me
because if i knew
if i really knew
that life was a hopeless exercise
id go out in a blaze of glory
cinematic
channel 6 stuff
but im not that down
i never was
i was just typing the things i felt
thought
imagined
and maybe i was down
but soon i will be up
if they see
what i am advertising
a competence in the education arena
honed in the horrific
surviving the psychosis
learning from the un teachable
i will do this right
i will be a legacy
someday
thankyou cosmos for my latest last chance
i have the ball
i will not drop it
look out school
i have PART of the answer
you have the rest
and together
we can make some kids that think for themselves