ive been staying off the computer of late
cards running cold
need to strengthen my resolve to stay
mostly unemployed
as is my dream
or bite the bullet and find a job
waiting for my tax refund to save the day
climbing out of another morass of darkness where my focus was off
i forgot that i was living the dream for a few days there
i forgot how easy life is for me, even if it means im not respected or understood by most people
i really think i have better things to do in life than work for someone else
but i will do it if necessary
as little as i can get away with
i am a gentleman of leisure
and rugby and poker
writing a little more in journal than online
i have a part time gig with an architect
and i may pick up some waiter shifts until the luck changes back
and if i get an intriguing offer i may even take a full time job
but thats not likely
theyd prolly want me to shave and or bathe more often and sleep alot less than id prefer to
i am hanging in there
instead of from the rafters
so thats a plus i guess