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since 2005 i've been picking at this keyboard. the thoughtstreams flow, who knows from whence they came, or to whence they go? enjoy the ride...... i am

Sunday, December 17, 2006

how do you use your gift of life?
blackness awaits you
no matter how profound or witty
we all wind up as wormfood, shark food ar ashes in the air
stars burn out and die
most of the heavens is void
it is an exception to the norm to be alive
dead empty cold space is the general condition of things
life is a privelige
so how do you
privileged of the most priveleged respond?
people need help
you needed help
if your parents didnt feed you
you are fucked
if your parents fed you false values
you are one of the assholes that is a problem in the world
but its ok
we will eat you when the shit comes down
me and my cannibal anarchist army
so tas
tasty with pilates marbled flesh

anyway
i work again
reluctantly
understimulated
i could do more but what?
the paper chase is unreal to me
any time i want to i can head to atlantic city and be a better poer player tha average
but it seems wrong
taking advantage of the stupid
but thats capitalism for ya
i someone can get marbles for 5 cents you can be sure hed love to sell them for ten cents all day
getting over on the world
but the starving dont care about that
the one who eat dirt soup
or grass
or bark
so im not them
im priveleged
i can do anything
yet i choose to do nothing
because it seems so fucked up
why try?
the assholes win in the end
after they put the bullet into the brain of the leader
sending a messge to the people
dont lead
leaders dies
folllowers survive
whas your choice?
suopport a corrupt system by participating?
or ride the freights
town to town spreading the virus of hope
yeah
hope
thats a winner
ultimate power doesnt corrupt ultimately
it just changes ones perspective
one becomes smarter than the common man
a kindly caretaker
the old guy pottering around the estate
watering the gardens
what happens when the gardeners revolt?
when theyve had enough?
self interest versus the good of all
mel gibson had it right in braveheart
freedom
how are you free?
what do you do to stick it to the man?
do you join the elite or spit on them
your choice
have fun in hell

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