worked 16 hours and the van was running late at 100 AM in delaware
heard a car accident at the end of the road, a vey loud metallic thunk,
the sound you hate to hear as a car owner
turns out the dude in the neon dies
a big lateral wrinkle half way up drivers side door
so it doesnt quite seem so cold after all
the fact that the van is an hour and a half late doesnt seem so bad
the feet that hurt so throbbingly are at least still sensate
tonight was a very thirsty day of work
they had an open bar
ripe for my machianations
but i stood resolute
the only alcohol crossing my lips was the delicious wine flavored cheese
and i felt guilty about it
eleven days so far
feeling cleaner and lighter in the mornings
pockets of thirstiness at key times
like at the bar with a pal 4 lunch
or when turning in my football pool at another
or when getting home from work
pass
pass
pass
cool
now the savings accrue
all the $$$ i spent in search of the perpetual buzz
now will theoretically wind up in my pocket
ILL BE RICH
ha
it turned out i wasnt fired after failing to show up last weekend
so now i have three jobs
see how long that lasts
do two busy weeks
to prepare for school closing in christs honor
when main gig will be nonexistent
man with a plan
start with tiny plans
then dream bigger